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SoC: Wake up call by dragoonwys SoC: Wake up call by dragoonwys
"Sometimes the tougher they are, the more they feel when they break."

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Getting a slight headache, Mavis placed her forehead and palms against the mirror, looking down at the ground. Everything was slowly coming back to her; accidentally meeting a thunder lizard that was too much for them to handle, having a lightning ball shot at her and getting hit, Traize trying to fight off the thing alone, Ira and Traize's uncle finally arriving and taking on the lizard and Ira abruptly dematerialize out of sight in an unusual manner. Her mind placing the pieces together; Ira's not here, her weapon which Ira's soul resides in wasn't here too....she can't even sense the contractor bond between the both of them...that's not normal, a contracted contractor is supposed to be able to sense the other always. "Unless......" She mumbled, there was the possibility, Ira did use a lot of his mana in that fight...maybe he really finally used it all up…..and his existence did rely on it…when it’s all gone he’s going to vanish....go out of existence…..forever, grinding her teeth the more she thought about it, "Why are you even thinking about it like that!" Mavis growled to herself, why was she getting worked up at the thought of Ira disappearing for good, she knew it was coming and all these signs point to that, she was supposed to be prepared for that…but why was she feeling this way…still feeling angry....afraid……lost. She was pushing against the mirror so much that it cracked.

Silence, there was no answer to her question, the whole room was silent except for the sound of leaves rustling outside the window now and then. "There must be explanation to this……..Ira can't just......" She choked, the words wouldn't come out from her mouth, instead tears started to stream down her face. For once in the many years since she met Ira, she was truly lost and alone. Not knowing where he was, not getting a hint or a hunch if he was still on this world, alive, dead or anything.....nothing......It was the same thing with her parents all over again, she felt this way before but meeting Ira made it all better, it was like being in a dream. Was this her wake up call, that slap back to how fragile reality can be, she didn’t want to think about it anymore, Mavis just covered her eyes with her hand before leaning against the wall and huddled up on the ground. How long has it been since she forbid herself to cry like this, to let this emotion show on the surface. “Weak…..” She muttered between sobs “Weak……. Weak….. Weak…..” She kept repeating the word in an attempt to taunt herself out from crying and pull herself together, but it didn’t work, she couldn’t stop crying, the tears wouldn’t stop falling.

She didn’t like this feeling inside her, she hated it; It reminded her just how vulnerable she actually is at the thought of losing people she considers family.....and she knew she couldn’t deny any of it either.

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Just drawing a scene from an rp some time ago, finally got around to finishing it. And it also looks like part of that line of depressive pics in the group just now lol *gets hit*

8'D Yeah, Mavis might be a really tough shell to crack, but inside, she's has her insecurities too. Though she doesn't like people seeing it and normally would cover it up by acting tough or with violence, only certain people she is comfortable with would actually even see her breaking down like this.

And if you are wondering, don't worry Ira's fine after this and yeah it's after this incident Mavis got that huge scar on her side.

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Mavis(c) Me :icondragoonwys:
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:icondarkdragontanis:
DarkDragonTanis Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013
this is so freaking sad QAQ just reading it made me want to draw something with vatten in response, just shove him in there and try and help
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dragoonwys Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
QuQ dawwwww that sounds sweet, thanks~
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DarkDragonTanis Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2013
;  v  ;
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WolfShadowYuma Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Student Digital Artist
It'a beautiful piece.. the emotion and colors give it a feel you want to jump in and help her.
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dragoonwys Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
daww Thank you ^^
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ShadowOfSolace Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Student Digital Artist
This is absolutely beautiful.
I am seriously at a loss for words.
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dragoonwys Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
^v^ Thank you Sol, Im glad to read that I can make something that makes people at a lost for words for~
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DarkerPersnicketer Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Student General Artist
-sobs like a baby and points at misseh's comment- That, all that, gosh. Things like this always get to me so bad, facing things that are so inevitable and finite, and aaaaaaah just. Maviiiis Iraaa 8c BECOME GODS AND LIVE FOREVER SO THAT I NEVER HAVE TO LOOK AT THAT IMAGE
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dragoonwys Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
QuQ *gives tissues as many as you need and pets* Thank you Darky~ Yeah things like that happened, but we still have to deal with it in the end. pfffff- 8'D if that happens, does that mean they would get their own fraction too lol *slapped*
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DarkerPersnicketer Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Student General Artist
IT'LL BE THE NEW WORLD ARES /shot
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AstralEclipse Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Well, what more I can say?, I feel so bad to see this piece but at the same time I see how even the more hard person can broke sometimes.

But Mavis crying is like an arrow in my little heart ;_; she is always strong and happy along Ira, and I want hug her TTnTT
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dragoonwys Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
8'D *pets* Yeah even tough people can break too, they are just tough not invincible. Your hug is appreciated and thank you~ ^^
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Xiiee Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
And this is the part where I comment on this awesome thing. I usually am quite insensitive to the dramatic artworks people submit, but this one here gets to me for one big, important reason: I'd never expect to see Mavis break down and cry. She's got that hard shell, and has always been a reassuring presence and sometimes a comic relief. So when the strong people break... it's got even bigger of an impact, because it shows us how vulnerable and human they can be -- a little like seeing my father crying at my grandfather's burial. Seeing people you look up to breaking into pieces is surprising, and even more heartbreaking than seeing an hypersensitive person crying for the hundredth time. This picture really gave me that feeling, and it's painful to see Mavis in that situation. The broken mirror, the blood, the story going with it... They all convey these heart-wrenching feelings. Good jobs on making me feel sad for the little babuu QuQ (you also make me really scared for the moment when Ira will disappear for good QAQ)
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dragoonwys Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
QuQ Dawww thank you, I am really glad and honored to read this drawing made you feel sad for mah babuu. 8"D Ehh...not that I find joy in making people feel sad/worried but you get the point lol

But yeah, when strong people break it's really sad. Mavis is not an invincible stone wall, she's as vulnerable as anyone else inside. She still has moments where she just wants to curl up into a ball in a corner.

Thanks again for this comment Missy, I always love reading them~ QuQ (And don't worry, Ira wouldn't be disappearing for good anytime soon.)
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Mifmemo Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I just wanna hug her ;_;
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dragoonwys Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Daww thanks, your hug is appreciated 8'D
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Mifmemo Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
<333
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shadowknightpaladin Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh god kokoro--- Since this was from an old RP, Ira is ok, right?
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dragoonwys Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks~ Ah yeah Ira is okay at the moment, he survived that rp in the end ^^
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shadowknightpaladin Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I love the emotion in the pic-- and your coloring///
and glad to know Ira's ok.
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dragoonwys Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
XDD lol thank you~
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shadowknightpaladin Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
ouob
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